1. |
Loser Boyfriend
03:32
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i'm down
down with anything
yeah, i'm down
you're right
you're my pick-me-up
you lift me out of this ditch
but you throw me back in
at your whim
i can't feel my face
but that's okay
not numb to reality
i'm just playing dumb
constraining all the space we need
no boundaries between us
i'm your flower
you're the seed
down so deep
i can never get it out
ears ringing too loud
i can never make a sound
head crowded out by these thoughts
second guessing everything
system shutting down
stripping down in the heat
it makes no sense to me
how low can you go?
i'm down
i'm down for you
so close
so low
on my knees
do whatever
you please
i'm your disease
it's not like me
to tempt your faith
or seal your fate
if you have no trust in reality
but what does it mean to be anything
no boundaries
no you and i
there's only we
down low, under pressure
but i won't let it get to me
i don't know what you want
but i hope you find it
at the bottom of the sea
i think i hit the ceiling again
the floor only goes so low
i know
i'll only have to pick myself up again off of it
off of it
i pick myself off the floor, sometimes
don't know how i got here
but i feel fine
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2. |
Whatever
02:08
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when i'm unconscious
i dream of
i dream of you
it's not ideal to
to idealize you
i don't feel like a human being
tomorrow is a new day
you know what they say
ashes to ashes, dust in the aftertaste
always on the wrong side
day after day, i'm repeating
in a hall of reflections by myself
and all i see is you
whatever
we're fucked up
don't know what we want
but tonight, it's enough
for tonight
i'd settle down for you
i could settle down with you
i'm settling for you
like dust on a shelf
whatever
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3. |
Headless Chicken
02:49
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dragging my feet
bad decisions repeating
i'm getting fucking lit
it comes with the territory
tomorrow i'll feel like shit
is this what i deserve?
do i just wanna hurt?
uh oh, uh oh!
uh oh? uh oh.
you make me
you make me a little bit crazy
we're together but i hate you
at least we'll die alone
strange
it all becomes an afterthought
pretend i don't see you down the block
is it obvious, is it all in my head? oh
scared to hurt
open to the air
you tell me shut the fuck up
you want to keep us closed off
when you're gone
and i'm alone
i'll sleep like the dead
snore like a chainsaw
i love you like a chicken with its head cut off
running in circles
i can't gain any ground
i love you like a chicken with its head cut off
i love you
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4. |
Love Bomber
02:15
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pissed on atlantis
abyssal? off the planet?
rubberneck stares back
front seat to a car crash
go fuck yourself i guess
i am a solipsist: i'll do me
believe what you want
you gossip
golden waterfall
mark your territory
you laugh and you laugh and you laugh
pissed on my stings
the ichor makes you clean?
it comes out as a joke
god's a myth
i'm on that nietzsche shit
bitch
(can't turn back)
i wish i knew your name
my heart's up in flames
you're so sweet
and i'm so strange
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5. |
On God
01:58
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when you speak
you give me faith
you're my one god
i believe every word you say
pray to you at night
but i
can not hear
your voice
ripe with dust
in the sunless
on god
rife with lust
and sixsixsix
other sins
on god
everything revolves around you
and the sun shines from your asshole
on god, yeah
there's only devils here on the ground
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6. |
Donkey's Bray
02:45
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identify yourself
i don't recognize what i see
in your eyes
when we speak
instantly gratify your sense of self
based on a belief
you talk over me
so your inevitable silence won't mean a thing
casting a line and sinking
beneath your dead weight
sandwiched between a sheet
i can't sleep
"Jesus, Murphy's law!"
"Fire of God!"
the kitchen has knives
i guess that's fine
we barely make it through these days
it's plain to see
i'm not made of steel
daylight hits
we seep through the cracks in the bricks
foundation unsound
and we keep going down
got low
bombshell
chill on the the outside
self-destructing inside
days keep on going by
over time, we repel
equal charges dispel the idea
perfect's only relative
you're looking for something else
i don't feel like myself
when i'm alone
or we're together
it seems like time takes forever
eeyore! eeyore
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7. |
High Horse
02:54
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certified i'm no! gang
status: lone wolf, ayy
left brain doesn't trust anyone
turncoat, your shit's out of season
bogo blowout, zero interest
you can leave me on seen
i'm not even looking at the screen
on blast in the group chat
audience claps on cue to a laugh track
fairweather friends like clouds
when they pass
ass up, gas up, grass up all in smoke
no love, watch it
double edge, wick
doused a bridge
and burn it like
fuck your high horse shit
on god, at me, on god
we're volatile, a rainbow in gasoline
waiting for the first spark to fly
vultures on high
one hundred thousand feet up
nobody's higher than me, yeah
semi-automatic weapon in your inbox
megaphone to the shit talk
fruit flies to a sweat mark
the family dog at a potluck
we're sought out
if only we had it all thought out
sought out
if only
we had
it all
thought out
(idealizing-type beat)
scavenge me
ravage me
savage my body
pick my bones clean
i'm nothing
i'm nothing
tunnel vision like a paragon
like they give a fuck
another merit badge on the pocket
if it's so close to your heart
why stop it?
arms wide open to nothing
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8. |
She Is
04:48
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i know you live on the other side of town
it seems so far away, sometimes
can't walk that far, can't drive at all
the dead-end streets cut us off
don't you see the cracks in the sidewalks?
"it's just the start of our lives"
that's a wishful thought
in a cul-de-sac, in park
i know the road runs out
but we got this far, be proud
we only gotta turn around now
i don't want us to reach for clouds
i know, i know, i know
we're earthbound
we're earthbound
haven's only a block away
on sight
i hope you go with me
you're my type
i'm so happy
when you're around
in drive
shut our eyes
with the lights out
can't see shit
because it's night out
spinning out
the highway is smothered in haze
if time turned back
could i do it all again?
i see you when i sleep
i see you when i dream
i've been here, before
over and over and over
would it be better
if we had never met?
i'll drive far, i'll drive away
it's hard to resist
the path of no resistance
this too shall pass
sober now
head covered in clouds
come and rain down, rain down
wash this all away
falling down
i'm falling down
believe me, i'd let you deceive me
swim or sink, in love or reverie
there's nothing i need
please just leave me here
dreaming (of you)
it's indescribable what i see in you
i wish i knew the words to say to you
everyday i try, but i have no faith
tongue-tied, i can't act natural around you
my second nature
my first language
she is my night
she is my day
she is
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9. |
Electroshocked
01:58
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bedroom full of smoke
looks like a cloudy day
a cloudy day
so let it rain
you have me in your grip
claws digging in my skin
holding down my limbs
thanks for the confirmation
i'm still bleeding
like a moth to a flame
i can't control anything
when i get near
you clip my wings
with your burning
burning
keep me down
light the wick
melt the wax
don't tell me to relax
this feels like stockholm syndrome
you are all that i know
always in control
let me out let
me out let me
out let me out
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10. |
Honey Wasp
03:19
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11. |
Plastic
04:34
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is it all in my head?
am i being redundant
i can't see a thing
there's no one here but us
you're my light in this darkness
we sit around
i can never tell how you feel
we're anglerfish in the abyss
can't wake up
can't fall asleep
spend days in bed
and nights grinding teeth
on a cloudy day
you blink like lightning strikes
thunder in my ear drums
rain soaking into my skin
when i'm around you
there's not enough oxygen
for my heart beating
around you, my senses fail
you make my skin crawl
blood swell with nitrogen
happy feeling anything at all
breathe in slow, breathe out slow
breathe in, breathe out
meanwhile in the backseat
you think i'm so fragile
that you could just break me
still here, what does that mean?
guess i'm pretty flexible
i'm not made of glass i'm
plasticplasticplas
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12. |
IDLYA
04:41
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i don't love you anymore
i guess i have to hate you now
as beautiful as you are
you're not the only one
as ugly as you are
there's someone out there uglier
when it's all up to you
i don't know what to do
this song reminds me of a better time
that's life
this all reminds me of a better time
that's life
i'll put the song on rewind
it didn't hurt enough the first time
i just can't hear it enough
singing nothing for nothing
over and over and over and
bellowing
the king's entertainment for the evening
no one can hear me scream
from the stomach of the bull
thank god for the montage
born to die one day
house in flames
feeling so pretty at the apocalypse
rome wasn't built in a day
but it could burn in a couple
and all that remains of the past
burnt sulphur and a pillar of salt
hell in my hand
no backtalk
throat so pretty
be a shame if it got cut
coughed up, ate shit, snapped shut
i love you, i'd sandblast you
keep your hands clasped
keep my breath away
we're molten to each other
brazen bull brazen bull brazen bull
bull brazen bull brazen bull brazen
bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing bellowing
let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out let me out
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13. |
Black Sheep
05:05
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throw my hands into the air
and my body to the ocean
you say i don't care
but you don't care
i told you, beware
please exert precaution
when approaching
i'm just a piece of driftwood
it's like i'm floating
overboard! i'm floating
soap in a sock
won't leave a bruise
no one will ever need to know
it's just a birthmark
internal bleeding
no one will see
all those things you did to me
it's just a bad dream
you don't have to be
perfect you don't have
to be perfect you don't
have to be perfect
you don't have to be perfect
you can sing along
no matter how
bad you sound
loud, proud and out of key
sing me anything
anything at all
throw my hands into the air
and my body to the ocean
you say i don't care
but you don't care
i told you, beware
but you don't care
but you don't care
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