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Nonpossession

by Hypersex Banshee

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1.
I never wanted to be anything I only wanted to be happy So I'd fill the hole inside me I'd bury all my feelings Nothing on the horizon A tank of gas and an empty street No one to tell me How I should be feeling Rainbows in a sunbeam Or a rainbow in gasoline? If we could live forever Could we get it together If we could live forever Would we sink down even further Like rainbows in sunbeams Or rainbows in gasoline In the sunshine, I don't even care why You don't own anything You don't owe me anything I told you this time Won't be like the last time You don't own anything You don't owe me anything I've been possessed By all my possessions Compulsively obsessed A wind with no direction If heaven exists It's begging the question Where would we all fit Am I failing to mention I've been seeing red Blood filled my eyes I thought I was dead Where have I been Drank up but it consumed me instead God I have lost my way God I have lost my faith God I know I don't believe But I am begging on my knees I don't relate to you anymore I'll put my faith in you, you'll let me down I can't relate to you, I'll let you down Yeah, I'll put my faith in you Don't let me down Fleeting as a rainbow in a sunbeam Volatile like we were gasoline This time won't be like last time That's what I said last time
2.
I've been so paranoid It's been making me sick I have these thoughts of suicide And a lust for death Empty like a bullethole Living life A to B I'm already dead inside If I hate to be me I've been so devoid Like a hole in the head There's been too much noise And it's made me deaf Why should I be what you want? When I could just be me Why should I take all your shit And let hate spread its seeds Firewalk with me On and on, forever Firewalk with me You're hazardous, you trip me up I'll bide my time I'll bite my tongue I'll hold my peace Firewalk with me On and on forever Firewalk with me You're hazardous, you trip me up
3.
Kiss my cheek as he breaks my teeth Wink at me as he blacks my eyes Hold my hand as I get stabbed Flying on wax wings Say you have my back But you're so two-faced If the weather changed You would walk away Whispering sweet nothings As he screams at me "I'll break you in half, faggot" Hate to say I told you so I thought it was sticks and stones But you let your ego show right through So cool Swollen black and blue So tough Beat me up when we fuck Nevermind the backseat I want you in front when we're crashing It's getting so hot in the engine Nuh-uh, no brakes please Plow into another tree So does it make a sound If no one can see? Manslaughter? Man's laughter, ha I am intolerant to your intolerance You can hate me I'll kill you with kindness Because this life is just a sacrifice Why waste my energy on you When you're just gonna die? You won't take me alive, no You won't take me alive, no You won't take me alive, no You won't take me alive, no
4.
Earth Alien 03:13
Cold blooded Alternating colours between black & white You have me feelings ways like Cold blooded Alternating colours between black & white Yeah I've been feelings ways like Come in! Door's open To a bottomless pit Beneath black clouds, but the beat loud I don't care now, let it rain down I was lost, but I've been found I fell down, but I hit ground With Rome burnt, and the world turnt Have we learned what we were? Salted earth, skin sunburned All once lost, now unearthed Stone cold Like a pillar of concrete Stone cold I've been chewing on concrete Can't trust what you say Because I know that you talk shit You have shown your fangs Black mamba levels of toxic If it all falls down again I'll be there to catch you And if it all comes to a head, I'll behead it Yeah, I had black clouds inside my veins In my heart and my soul I was pulled apart Limb by limb by limb by limb In my room I'm breathing fumes, it's so toxic Stone cold I've been chewing on concrete
5.
Like Air 02:22
I'd slow down But it's too fast, I can't catch you I'd slow down But the world won't wait (No the world won't wait) You're a ghost, but I still see you everywhere Put up walls, you phase through like air Try to sleep And you haunt my dreams Like air There's nothing there That I can see, that I believe Looking back, twenty twenty Moving past too too many Like air, I won't let you in Like air, there's nothing there Born again A second wind The transparent Transplanted in I hold my breath Until I am fermented by the oxygen Like air, you can't get to me I exist anaerobically Like air, you can't get to me It's all alright, it's all alright I'd let you (w)in But I would lose my second wind Since I've been Born again like I'm on my deathbed I'm born again Like air
6.
With everything said, my head is [ ] Wished you were dead Said things I never meant Abandoned language No conversations distort belief This is too much for me We got serious too quickly The season’s changing And summer’s fading The leaves are bloodstained Trees stripping naked They all fall down You won't be the one That saves me from myself By the time the leaves fall down I'll already be gone Bloodstained leaves and needles rusty It all falls down, it all falls down It was romantic in my head When I said I want to save you Daydreaming, head in the clouds Sitting in the sun, inside-out Cock drawn in chalk at the front of the class
7.
Thoughtless, headfirst into the shark nest I see nothing Breathless nosedive into the blue depth Hopeless we sink like a shipwreck Heartless soul black as this abyssal death It's sinking in Left no particle in the waves David's stone vs. Goliath's face Guest of honour at the pity party Best man at a shotgun wedding I just keep on forgetting I just keep on forgetting Scrape the sky made of ivory From here to eternity I can't keep on pretending I can't keep on pretending Devils white and the magic black Open casket after death This wasn't meant for you This wasn't meant for me Fucked up and glorified Stigmatized like Jesus Christ My ticket to heaven is too expensive Why oh why oh why do we have to die?
8.
You gotta let the dead go Before the bodies decompose Five feet beneath the topsoil Where the green grass grows Hang your head like a black cloud Hold it over everyone Like a loaded gun And you wonder why No one wants you around You made me sick You wanted me sick You made me sick You wanted me Fucked up all the time Can't profit off me If I'm happy with my strife Won't fight your war So what good is my life to you? My mind to you? My plight for you? Gas me up, I've been around the block All your obsessions And worldly possessions Die with you Now you've made your confessions Do your demonic possessions Die with you? Won't hesitate to cut you out There is no escape Only time is left to waste Hate to break your heart Love has been possessing us
9.
Like a stump with the heart rot Like a gold tooth with the black spots Like a fruit tree with the fire blight When I spill my guts it's like Insides to the outside By the skin of my teeth, will I ever be at peace? Need an exorcist for all my demons Cuz when I sleep I been seeing 'em Hosanna, light me up Am I a witch or your saviour? Excommunicated, pitchforks raised Your scapegoat at the stake You'd light a blaze to fight a flame Think a man better off dead Wouldn't love life with a gun to his head Wouldn't find god even on his deathbed Spends all his time playing Russian roulette Never could change so he just pretend No apologies, so he leave dead ends Closer than he thinks with the way he live Prometheus: every day, same old shit I can't stand around and watch The nerves you touch are still too raw And I can't stand around and watch The nerves you touch are still too raw It's just a chemical reaction This love we have Was just a chemical reaction This love we had It's just a chemical reaction This love we have Was just a chemical reaction This love we had Take your time away Just don't take my time away Take your time Don't take my time
10.
With our wings in flames we curse the rain 'Til our ashes flood our shallow graves I've been waiting To be someone that I'm not To be somewhere I don't belong Why waste time walking backward? Can't change the past So the future's a waste Why waste time walking backwards Repeat every mistake And you still won't change With our wings in flames We live in a ruin of time We've been ruined by time Our impatience got the best of us Craving a fast life Even if we die tonight Eternity feels like the blink of an eye
11.
Possessed 03:43
I smile when you judge me For sleeping on the floor I smile when you laugh As I trip and fall over My own two feet You kiss me goodnight Tuck me in tight Call it a dream Famine cloaked in the dead of night I turn off the light because I'm ashamed When you witness me Raw, bruised and nose bleeding Boxspring I'll bounce back We're stuck in the past Frontspin Always looking back This going won't last Fingertrap The more I pull The more you push back Blackhole The closer I get The less the distance gives me back We're here now What of everything ahead? Funny how precious time and space truly are Insulated, snowed in, cabin fever sets in eventually We're meant to be free Divorced from disbelief This is becoming my language The echo chamber repeats The parrot says in mockery, “A horse of this belief" If this a conquest Do not inundate my soul with your beliefs If this is war Let it be fought clean Don't want to open my eyes just yet So it's darkness, my friend Staring at my eyelids 'Til a new day’s set ablaze Right now I could use the sleep I should be back, eventually But if I hear death is here for my heartbeat Would I accept defeat? well I never could say no Guess I'm better off dead to you But I'm better off now without you
12.
Stupid Limbs 01:53
Stupid limbs can't get off the ground I'm living with my head in the clouds Anchored feet can't hold me down, oh no Pigs fly And I'll go wherever the wind blows Ebb and flow wherever the waves go On my own If I had wings I'd fly away If I had keys I'd escape my cage Gotta get up 'Cause I been down Gotta gotta get up 'Cause I 'cause I been down Gotta gotta get up get up 'Cause I 'cause I been down been down Wish I had wings
13.
Up in the air about to fly away To the stratosphere breaching outer space Breathe, asphyxiate, alienate Can't wait to leave this plane of existence Strayed so close to you I'm in your orbit Spinning around And around and around I'd rather be like the wind Than get so carried away And like the cracks in cement We aren't the same as we were You made me feel alive again I killed you every time I said That I wish we had never met It was never meant Feet off the ground, you can't take me down Head in the clouds where I can't be found If I let you go, you can't let me down If I'm this high I'll fly

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released October 31, 2022

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